Would ‘sorry’ have made any difference? Does it ever? It’s just a word. One word against a thousand actions.
When I started making those weird voices, a lot of people told me how whack it was,” she says, “‘What the fuck are you doing?’ they’d say. ‘Why do you sound like that? That doesn’t sound sexy to me.’ And then I started saying, Oh, that’s not sexy to you? Good. I’m going to do it more. Maybe I don’t want to be sexy for you today.
So much of her time spent like this: dreaming up things to say and never quite saying them.